Well after being furloughed for over 2 months … I have had to go back to work.
First thought – Fear!! I suppose I was worried about being in contact with more people and therefore at a higher risk of contracting the virus.
Second thought – Will I actually remember all the stuff I was learning in my job as a trainer fabric cutter for an upholsterers?
I was actually dreading going back to work. I didn’t want the stress again. It’s got me thinking ‘am I in the right job?’
I suppose being off has allowed me to ‘relax’ and enjoy the family life again. I was a full time mum when the kids were young and being furloughed has helped me ‘reconnect’ with them.
However, I went back to work Monday and I have to admit – I actually miss not being at home. I miss my dog cuddles!
Work is ok – I have made quite a few mistakes and yes I have forgotten quite a lot of what I have previously learned. I actually feel quite stupid! I have got to remember though – I only started in September and have had over 2 months off, so I haven’t actually been there that long.
Got to be grateful though, there are so many people out there who have lost their jobs in this pandemic.
